a strange experience...

nalla ksheenam.. orangiyalo? umm.. njan kedannu..
koree neram angane thanne kedannu... orakkam vannilla.
pine epolo arinjilla..orangi poyi..
koree neram urangi.. eneekaane thonnunnilla.. purathu nalla mazha.. puthachu moodi kidakkan aaha.. enthu rasaannu ariyuo??
amma vannu vilichu thodangi,"pareeksha ingu aduthu vegam eneekku koree samayam aayii..padikandee..." ennokke parayunnathu njan kettu.
onnum kelkatha pole tirinjum marinjum njan kidannu... orakkathilu shalyam cheyyunnathu pandee enikishtamulla karyamalla.
pinneyum orangi poyi... koreee kazhinju kaanum.njan ezhunnettu...
kannu thurannilla.. purathu nadakkunnathokke eniku kekkam.. amma ethra vilichaalum eneekkilla ennu vazhakkum paranju pokunnathu... ente phone appurathu bell adikunnathu.. nadannu pokunna vazhiyil athedukkan amma parayunnathu... puratharo calling bell adikunnathu.. vaathil thurakka shabdam ..okkeyum..
samayam koree aayille.. eneettekkam.. njanumorthu..


entho kuzhappamundo..??


enikeneekkan pattunnilla.. ksheenam mariyille? kannu polum thurakkan pattunnilla.
"eh? enthu pattyy ithu ingane"
korachu neram koodi angane kadannu poyi.. eniku tension aayi thudangii..
amma vannu pinnem vilichu eneekkan paranju..
eniku parayanamnu undayii.." ammaa,njan eneettu kidakua,kannu thorakkan pattunnilla..onnum pattunnilla.."
amma njan paranjathu kettu kaanilla.. karanam ente shabdam mathram eniku avdengum kekkan pattunnundayillaa...
amma pinneyum poyi, eniku karachilu vannu..
" enganelum onneneepicku ,onnu vilichenne eneepikkamma".. njan parayan nokki..pattunnilla..


enikentha pattiyathu... !!!?
eniku aake vattavunnathu pole.. alari vilikkan thonni.... urakke karayaan thonni...
karanju..
pakshe.. pakshe..... ente kannuneer ... ente kannuneer evde poyi..?
kannu nirayunnilla.. niranjozhukunnilla..
onnum sambhavikunnilla...
aarumilla.. otaykaayii... arodum onnum parayaan pattunnilla...
ente manassum shareeravum randayathu pole.


amma pinneyum vannu... enne kulukki vilichu.. pinne karachilaayii.. aarokeyoo ooddiii vannnu.. bahalamaayii...
avasanam ente kanakku kootalukal sheriyayirunnu ennu avararo parayunnathil ninnum eniku manasilayii..


" njan marichu kazhinju" !!
manassu shareeram vittu pokaathe pinneyum avde ninnathayirunnu... evdeku venamenkilum athinu ipo pokaam. oru bhandhangalum bhandhanagalumilla...


aarokeyo vannu ente shareerathe pokki eduthu.. manassu mathram madichu ninnu... ellaravarum koodi njan ithrayum naalu kaathu sookshicha entethu mathramaayirunna shareeratheyum thangi eduthu poyappo.. ente manassu mathram koode poyilla..
ellam kandu ninnu..!!


bhoomiyile jeevitham avasanichathorthu... shareeramillathe ellam kandum kettum jeevikano ennorthu..


i am sleeping...


i can feel the world outside my closed eyes....


i can hear d world around...


i am sleeping.. sleeping for ever wid closed eyes... !!!


-a story drafted from an unknown world to d living