vidavangalin velayil,virahathin

Avasana mathrayil polum

enthei ariyaate poyi nee,...

Ninakkay njan en hrudayathil
            kurichitta vakkukal.............

dream house

My dream…….






Oru veedu..ground floor mathram ulloru veedu.. ennal 15 rooms undavum.
Hill side view.. unbearable cold climate.. to withstand the heavy coldness,oru neripodundavum veetilu.
Veetilekethan have to walk miles …. Tough road.. tough destiny..
Veedethiyal.. calling belladichal.. door is automatic..
Its opens b4 u ,a world of amusement.
Vathilu thurannal kaanam oru idanazhii.. orallku kashtichu nadakkan pattunna oru idanazhi.randu sidelum portraits,wall pictures,hangings..
Ellam oru magic worldethya pole ningalku thonnum.. idanazhiyilude nadannu nadannu ethunnathu oru valiya hall.. where u can c another world..
Irunda velicham,oru attu kasera,kore buks ulla oru shelf,thanuppu koodumbol kathiykan neripodu,oru puli tholinte carpet,oru patty(german shepherd),oru pazhaya gramophone,golden color karakki karakki vilikan pattunna old model oru phone…
Aa muriyile visheshamz angane.. athu pole aa veedinte oro muriyum oro pole..
Aake oru bheekaravashta… oru lonliness.. oru mistery…
Avde.. aa veettilu.. aa muriyil.. ningal kanda aa aadi kondirikunna kaserayil oru naal njan irunnu aadumayrnnu…
Ente germanshepherd innu ottaykayii.. annokke avan njan vaayichu kondiriykumbol ente adukkal vannu kidakumayrnnu.. ente oru kayyil pustakavum maru kay avane talodi kondumayrnnu epozhum… athavanu orupadu ishatvumayrnnu..
Innu avan ottaykayii…
Eniku sahayathinu aa veetilu vallopozhumethunna karutha kambili puthacha vrudhanaya aa manushyanum innu otaykanu..!
Innum aa gramaphonile pattu ninnattilla.. innum idayku aa phone shabtham muzhakarund..
Aarum utharam nalkathe … athu shabdichu shabdichu nilkum..
Innum avde ningal chennal ,kathorthal ..kekkam.. ente swapnangal.. ente pattu.. ente pradheekshakal.. jeevitham..ellam………….ellaaaam…………….
Pakshe..
Ningal avide ethilla.. karanam..
Nattukaru athinodakam ningale yathrayil ninnum pedipiykunna kadhakal paranju pinthiripichittundakam…
Allenkil,ethunnathinu munpu ningal puliyko,kaduvayko ira aayitundakum..
Kodum kattil pambum visha jeevikalem athi jeevichu ningal ethyekkam ente kottarathilekku…
Pakshe.. madangi pokkundavilla…!!
Ottaykulla jeevitham enne maduppichilla..ennal innu ee ekanthatha enne madupiykunnu....
Ente lokatheyku ningalku swagatham … enikyku kootayi... ente ekanthatha avasanippikanayiii..


ennum ente oppam ..

a strange experience...

nalla ksheenam.. orangiyalo? umm.. njan kedannu..
koree neram angane thanne kedannu... orakkam vannilla.
pine epolo arinjilla..orangi poyi..
koree neram urangi.. eneekaane thonnunnilla.. purathu nalla mazha.. puthachu moodi kidakkan aaha.. enthu rasaannu ariyuo??
amma vannu vilichu thodangi,"pareeksha ingu aduthu vegam eneekku koree samayam aayii..padikandee..." ennokke parayunnathu njan kettu.
onnum kelkatha pole tirinjum marinjum njan kidannu... orakkathilu shalyam cheyyunnathu pandee enikishtamulla karyamalla.
pinneyum orangi poyi... koreee kazhinju kaanum.njan ezhunnettu...
kannu thurannilla.. purathu nadakkunnathokke eniku kekkam.. amma ethra vilichaalum eneekkilla ennu vazhakkum paranju pokunnathu... ente phone appurathu bell adikunnathu.. nadannu pokunna vazhiyil athedukkan amma parayunnathu... puratharo calling bell adikunnathu.. vaathil thurakka shabdam ..okkeyum..
samayam koree aayille.. eneettekkam.. njanumorthu..


entho kuzhappamundo..??


enikeneekkan pattunnilla.. ksheenam mariyille? kannu polum thurakkan pattunnilla.
"eh? enthu pattyy ithu ingane"
korachu neram koodi angane kadannu poyi.. eniku tension aayi thudangii..
amma vannu pinnem vilichu eneekkan paranju..
eniku parayanamnu undayii.." ammaa,njan eneettu kidakua,kannu thorakkan pattunnilla..onnum pattunnilla.."
amma njan paranjathu kettu kaanilla.. karanam ente shabdam mathram eniku avdengum kekkan pattunnundayillaa...
amma pinneyum poyi, eniku karachilu vannu..
" enganelum onneneepicku ,onnu vilichenne eneepikkamma".. njan parayan nokki..pattunnilla..


enikentha pattiyathu... !!!?
eniku aake vattavunnathu pole.. alari vilikkan thonni.... urakke karayaan thonni...
karanju..
pakshe.. pakshe..... ente kannuneer ... ente kannuneer evde poyi..?
kannu nirayunnilla.. niranjozhukunnilla..
onnum sambhavikunnilla...
aarumilla.. otaykaayii... arodum onnum parayaan pattunnilla...
ente manassum shareeravum randayathu pole.


amma pinneyum vannu... enne kulukki vilichu.. pinne karachilaayii.. aarokeyoo ooddiii vannnu.. bahalamaayii...
avasanam ente kanakku kootalukal sheriyayirunnu ennu avararo parayunnathil ninnum eniku manasilayii..


" njan marichu kazhinju" !!
manassu shareeram vittu pokaathe pinneyum avde ninnathayirunnu... evdeku venamenkilum athinu ipo pokaam. oru bhandhangalum bhandhanagalumilla...


aarokeyo vannu ente shareerathe pokki eduthu.. manassu mathram madichu ninnu... ellaravarum koodi njan ithrayum naalu kaathu sookshicha entethu mathramaayirunna shareeratheyum thangi eduthu poyappo.. ente manassu mathram koode poyilla..
ellam kandu ninnu..!!


bhoomiyile jeevitham avasanichathorthu... shareeramillathe ellam kandum kettum jeevikano ennorthu..


i am sleeping...


i can feel the world outside my closed eyes....


i can hear d world around...


i am sleeping.. sleeping for ever wid closed eyes... !!!


-a story drafted from an unknown world to d living

ormaykayii..

Ulliloru roopam udichal

jeevithamayi thonnumathu,

mayukayilla orunalum...

Irulil idiminnal pole vannu pokum,

neeyen maraviyude punyam nukarnnenkil...

Youvanam mattulaykumbol

taliridum swapnangal,

sabhalamakathorabhilasham pol mariyatharumariveelaa...

anubhavangal aayirangal meethe

kiniyukilum vedanakal,

vattatha kannerin kavyamayennum

manasil marikukilla...

true love...

A beautiful rose once fell in love with a sweet honey bee.
Rose felt they were made for each other.She was ready to do anything and everyting for him.Her days blossemed for him.Her mornings were pleasant in his thoughts.It was she who fed him with her honey.He inturn protected her from the outside world.He would bite anybody who came to shatter her life by plucking her..
They were jelous eyes to look at them from all around.But they cared nothing.She had her own limitations,but she loved him with all her heart being in her imitations.Her life was firmly rooted to the land which she belonged to.
GOD also felt jelous and restless in their romance.


one fine morning;
na... the morning was not so fine as guessed.With an omnious silence,came the indication of the impending disaster.The wind dropped ,and the sky immediately grew dark.Then came a growing roar,and an enormous cloud towered after them.The roar increased to a thunder..... heavy rain !


when the situation prooved worse,he flew to the vastness of sky,making her a promise to be back and asked her to be patient ... and turned disappeared.She was tossed around like a rag doll.She saw her end and accepted her approaching death.She was uprooted.She fell folding hands in prayers.She was not ready to die leaving her honey bee all alone in the world.She prayed to God to grant her a beautiful life with her sweet heart.Finally hearing her for so long,God granted her a boon to choose... Either to live forgetting him or to die peacefully.forgetting him was no where in her thoughts,as for her it was a crime.so,she opted for death.But begged God for one more day of existance with her honey bee.impressed by her strong intense sincere love he gave her 24 hours more life.with heart beats ,she waited for him... to give him a last kiss,a sip full honey . .


But ........................................................................


but,he was nowhere to be seen.!






Her time was ticking away.










With heavy heart she realised that. . .
He flew leaving her,seeing the violent nature.






She could live happily if she had the mind to forget him.
But he...not even thinking of her,not even her words,the way she tried to comfort him or her love for him, left her.
How could he forget her all of a sudden!
Nobody could ever give a definition for his action.
whole of the world shouted at him and blammed him for being selfish.....
except a single person !




The rose couldnt think differently even when her time was approaching.








but where is he???????






was his decision to save her life?




or was he really utilising the situation?






then why did he start thinking that "EVERY THING IS OVER,and the curtain fell for their love"








who was more sincere ....... he or she?......


why is he not thinking of the rose.?......








Time was ticking away...










will he come back before the clock strikes 24?....




















the story is not complete...






this was not just a story,but the untold truth behind every unsuccessful love.


THIS IS A TRIBUTE TO ALL THOSE WHO LOST THEIR LOVE........


WITH THOUSANDS OF RED ROSES........................
I'M WISHING U WITH ALL MY SOUL, " true love never fails "